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November 24th, 2009
03:45 pm - Measurements 4 November 24, 2009
Age - 22yrs Sex - Female CW - 149lbs BIGGER BMI - 24.79 BIGGER
Butt - 40in SAME Bust - 37 1/2in SMALLER R. Thigh - 24 7/8in BIGGER L. Thigh - 24 1/2in BIGGER Waist (sucking in) - 29 1/2in BIGGER Waist (Relaxed) - 31in BIGGER Tummy Bulge (sucking in) - 33 7/8in SMALLER Tummy Bulge (Relaxed) - 36 3/8in SMALLER Arms - 11 5/8in BIGGER
i had my period for 12 days!!! yes 12! i know i know, i should see a dr. im working on that... but i gained a total of 8 lbs during a week! i lost all but 1 lb since my last measurements post i weighed 148. but i cant believe after all that i managed to get bigger in some places... yes i ate today so that could factor in so im not too upset by this...
but hopefully in two weeks things shrink again! =) have a good thanksgiving and i hope we can all do our best... i know for a fact i cant bc having divorced and remarried parents as children can add to lots of meals!
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November 10th, 2009
04:14 pm - Measurements 3 November 10, 2009
CW - 148lbs SMALLER BMI - 24.63 SMALLER
Butt - 40 in. SMALLER Bust - 37 3/4 in. SMALLER R. Thigh - 24 1/2 in. SMALLER L. Thigh - 24 1/4 in. SMALLER WAIST (Sucking in) - 28 3/4 in. SMALLER WAIST (Relaxed) - 30 7/8 in. SMALLER TUMMY BULGE (Sucking in) - 35in. SMALLER TUMMY BULGE (Relaxed) - 36 5/8 in. SMALLER ARMS - 11 1/2in SMALLER
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October 27th, 2009
09:36 pm - Measurements 2 October 27, 2009
CW - 153lbs BMI - 25.46
Hips - 41 1/8 in SAME Bust - 37 3/8 in SMALLER R. Thigh - 24 7/8 in SAME L. Thigh - between 24 3/8 in and 24 1/2 in A TAD SMALLER Waist (sucking in) - 29 3/4 in SAME Waist (relaxed) - 31 7/8 in BIGGER Tummy Bulge (sucking in) - 36 in BIGGER Tummy Bulge (relaxed) - 38 1/4 in BIGGER Arms - 12 in SAME
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October 22nd, 2009
05:35 pm got my period today... woopy doo... i wanted it last week when i was supposed to have it so i wouldnt have it for my birthday or halloween but looks like my birthday isnt very lucky haha!!!!
at 154.... BOO i wanted to be in the 140's for my birthday FUCK!
consumed today.... just some wheat thins... saving my other calories for the alcohol tonight... i ran today so i hope that left me some space for the wheat thins which i only ate bc i took a vitamin earlier and forgot to eat something with it and ran out of my class to puke eww!!!
anywho i wont be on here all weekend most likely cuz my boyfriend is coming for my birthday and i dont want him to catch me on here haha!
umm so... happy early birthday to me!!! =)
see you monday! <3
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October 14th, 2009
01:29 am - Measurements October 13, 2009 CW- 154 BMI - 25.62 (average) Hips - 41 1/8 in Bust - 38 in R. Thigh - 24 7/8 in L Thigh - 24 1/2 in Waist (Sucking in) - 29 3/4 in Waist (Relaxed) - 31 1/2 in Tummy Buldge (Sucking in) - 35 3/4 in Tummy Buldge (Relaxed) - 37 1/8 in Arms (biggest point) - 12 in
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October 12th, 2009
03:37 pm - stats again i know it seems i post stats a lot but i put it in my own journal to remind myself... now im adding body mass... someone posting below inspired me haha
Height - 5'5" Age - 21 Sex - Female
HW - 164 BMI - 27.29 ....slightly overweight
CW - 156 BMI - 25.96 .... slightly overweight
By the time my goals are set... i will be 22... so....
GW1 (by Halloween) 145 BMI - 24.13 .... average
GW2 (by Nov. 25) 132 BMI - 21.96 .... average
GW3 (by Christmas) 120 BMI - 19.97 .... average
UGW (No date set yet) 111 BMI - 18.47 .... underweight!!!! another site used to say that this was 18.5 as low as i could get being healthy.... i can still fake 115 easily though...
what do you all think?
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October 9th, 2009
12:25 pm down a lb... woopy doo...
i guess in a positive way, its one lb closer to a goal...
but i feel like bc its only a lb i can put it back on just like that.
{sigh}
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September 30th, 2009
03:55 pm - updated stats HW - 164 CW - 157 GW1 - 150 (by next wednesday) GW2 - 145 (by oct 14) GW3 - 140 (by oct 23 - MY BIRTHDAY!!!) GW4 - 135 (by Halloween) UGW - 115...
if i make these goals for october maybe ill allow myself to buy grey skinny jeans (a little smaller than i will need though so i can make myself lose more as to fit in them)
i think these goals are possible but then again 22 lbs in 31 days seems like a lot??? but im fasting at least 4 days a week! so as long as i eat good saturday - monday i think i can do it.... hopefully ill get close to that by halloween...
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September 24th, 2009
07:44 pm FUCK
i ate today... i had something earlier this morning... 200 cal only 45 cal in fat... so since it was earlier that has been digested.... i walked to and from school today too so that helped
then i slept from 330 to like 650... and my friend asked me to get food... i got a salad (260) dressing (170) i didnt eat all of it though so id say 370-380???
i had two glasses of iced tea today too (70 cal each) umm.... so that puts me at 720 but ill round up to 750... better than i usually do but low fat so thats not bad.....
i cant believe i screwed up.... DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nothing tomorrow!!!!
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08:24 am WOO!!! down 3 lbs... you know what that means???
Im 159! Im out of the 160s YESS
3 is a good start... hopefully i can lose 2 more by tomorrow....
ill post back later tonight im sure... today is gonna be a hard day bc im already exhausted... i have a headache still... and i have a lot of breaks today ill try to nap through my first break... maybe again during my second one or maybe ill go to the gym... then class again 650 - 940 hopefully done by 9 though
ttyl loves!
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July 30th, 2009
07:50 pm im huge.... the end
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May 12th, 2009
08:30 pm biggest loser finally...
what a transformation.
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May 11th, 2009
06:11 pm - stats... for the billionth time alright alright since its been months since ive been here... i decided id give you all my stats... i didnt do measurements and the weight is a rough idea bc i am pretty sure my scale is effed up
HW - 165... i thought in the past it was 157 but i think i must have weighed more bc im 160 now and i looked fatter then CW - 161 LW - 135 GW - 140 (for vacation in july) UGW - 115 - 120 ish
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May 10th, 2009
04:22 pm it's been months... im sorry.
i weigh over 160lbs... the most ive ever weighed.... i guess its just from lack of exercise??? bc i dont eat any worse than i ever have...
maybe stress too... starting up the diet pills again.
im moving home for summer... my mom is on weight watchers.... that means ill be eating like a health rat.
good.
i go on vacation in july... if i look like this i refuse to buy clothes for vacation... i refuse to wear a bikini.
i missed you all... im sorry i left...
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January 16th, 2009
04:40 pm i barely ate yesterday and then..... something was brought to my attention that upset me so much that i got wendys... and i got a lot. and i also had a smirnoff... ugh
hopefully i can avoid food at all costs today.
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January 12th, 2009
10:21 pm i weigh 144 today! YAY so thats a pound since yesterday!
i bought a diet journal... its really great and helps me keep on track!
im still getting used to trying not to consume anything after 830... its hard and im failing but im trying! so hopefully i can get on track and work my way into staying on track!
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January 9th, 2009
10:56 pm basically 150.... wanna be 120 for july... its possible to lose that... even though my goal is 110 i figure if i try to stick to like 10 lbs a month than i can work on keeping it off... even though id like to lose more a month.
i cant get in the swing of things... i have headaches all the time well they are a lil less frequent but when i have them i want to eat bc i always think eating or caffeine will help my headaches which has proven false but i still do it.
i cant take it anymore im a whale... i dont look nearly as fat as i did when i weighed 154ish 2 years ago... which makes me think that maybe i weighed more than 154... hmm.
i wanna try acaiberry when i get paid.... any one try it? id like some feed back since every thing else i try doesnt work, even when i do my best to stick to them... im seriously on the verge of taking one of every diet pill i have at least once a day....
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December 7th, 2008
03:37 am unsalted saltine crackers.... 5 are 70cal... my saving grace... im too poor to afford food... so maybe thats a good thing.... since the only place i fit in a single digit size pair of jeans was charlotte rousse.... and i got mostly large shirts when christmas shopping... it was embarrassing when my boyfriend was with me and my mom and i couldnt fit in a large in this hoodie at aero.... ugh
i want to be thin more than anything.... i need it... will it make me happy??? will some stress be relieved??? will my life finally be the way i want???
idk what to do... but i dont want food...i dont want calories... idk...
my thinspo.... degrassi episode 515/516 "our lips our sealed" is the title....
<333
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November 25th, 2008
12:24 am AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I cant take it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im fat... im getting fatter... i want to just stop eating but can i??? do i have any self control??? NOOO!!!! Current Music: Hear Me - Kelly Clarkson
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November 21st, 2008
03:29 pm twilight... mixed emotions... some amazing scenes, some that werent what they should have been.... still love edward Cullen... Im having trouble grasping that fact that he isnt real...
had a low fat yogurt, soup, an zero carb rockstar energy drink... maybe some frozen yogurt at work tonight and my usual raspberries and blackberries.... idk
im not really losing... but i havent been eating nearly as much... WTF
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